Geeze, let's see if I can actually remember anything through my haze of sickness. :I

( (09.11.13) )


( (09.11.14) )

ALSO MY BIRTHDAY'S ON MONDAY GUYS. :DDDD

Standing in line in the cold and wet for several hours and then getting squished in a sweaty, crowded concert hall had a predictable effect on me. I have a temperature of 99.6 F, my throat is shot, I'm sore all over, my feet are dead, and I can't even cough right because of my throat.


WORTH IT. I almost wish I had camped out last night so that I could've gotten hot tea from Kyo.




A MUCH BETTER CONCERT SUMMARY WILL COME LATER WHEN I'M NOT DYING

If that "special setlist for tonight's show" means ONLY tonight, I'm going to punch a baby.







It's bad enough the only full-band signing (aka the only one Kyo can't skip) in NY is happening tonight.

okay, usually I hate perfume.

but this just sounds way too awesome for me not to want.











that's it.

it's going on my christmas list.



ALSO THREE DAYS SDAFLKJSADFJ

Well, if i told you, it wouldn't be secret or anonymous, now would it?



I kicked through the leaves on my way home from school~~~~♥

Also i'm being a pompous british gentleman for halloween.

I WILL TRICK OR TREAT UNTIL I'M SEVENTY.

Title: Cirque
Chapter: 4/??
Author: xphosphorous
Genre: AU, angsting (later)
Pairing: Kyo/Toshiya
Word Count: 687
Rating: PG
Warnings: um... overuse of texting format? D:
Summary: the morning after mostly a transition chapter. nothing much happens.
Disclaimer: I own them like Kyo owns a Hello Kitty nightlight. :I
A/N: CHRISSU BBY I SO SORRY I'LL UPDATE IT AS SOON AS YOU BETA BUT I REALLY WANTED TO GET THIS UP ASAP. ♥



( 80 words per minute )

Guys. Go see Where the Wild Things Are. Now.


Seriously. That movie was just amazing. It twisted my heart up in all the right places and when it wasn't heart-wrenchingly sad it was absolutely cavity-inducing. ♥

And Max Records is the perfect Max.





so glad i went to a late showing to avoid the little kids.

☆★Happy meme:

☆ it rained. thus, we did not run laps in gym or march outside today. C:
☆ Quintessence was really good today! We're getting a lot of good submissions this year (last year was really lacking in quality work haha)
☆ I've been working on the next chapter of Cirque. :D
☆ MINNA NO PEACE IT'S ALL RIGHT LOVE & ROCK NOTTE OK♪
MINNA DE UTAU SONG FOR YOU LOVE & PEACE ROCK MY SONG ♫
☆ i'm going to see where the wild things are tomorrow!

happy meme end~

look what came in the mail yesterday ♥



♥♥♥♥


it's so shiny haha. the lyrics booklet is in english, though. o 3 o it surprised me.
_{and the 'thank you's didn't include "all friends and 「a knot」 and you"! i dunno why, but i really like looking for that bit in the 'thank you's. Did they not start putting that in until Macabre?}



only 2 albums away from completion heehee.
then i can start on the singles

I KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY BESIDES THE DIR EN GREY SHOWS

(which is on the 23rd of november btw hint hint)







_{lol not that i'm actually expecting any of you to get me anything orz}

☆★Happy meme:

☆ Today was a PJ day! :D
☆ I got to go through all of Dir en grey's lyrics for my project. ;D GEEZ KYO, EMBRYO, REALLY? and pink killer and gyakujou tannou keloid milk etc.
☆ I pretty much did nothing today.
☆ I discovered the community kyo_a_day. proceeded to rape for pictures.
☆ I found out one of my brother's (girl) friends likes pokemon. victoryyyy.
☆ I DID NOTHING TODAY YESSSS
☆ 33 days till the concert. * u *

happy meme end~





all in all a successful day, I think. -leans back in chair with bubble pipe and velvet purple robe-

Today my gym teacher made us run when it was cold and drizzly out. ughhhhhh.

and i have to play at a pep rally tonight. EW.




☆★Happy meme:

☆ This morning i patched up some holes in my MUCC and Ajikan discographies
☆ my monster cold sore is finally healing
☆ Dir en grey tickets yesssss * μ * lol technically they arrived a while ago but my mom didn't give them to me until last night orz
☆ LJ spotlight has alerted me to the existence of grammarpolice!
☆ STAR WARS IN CONCERT
☆ Three-day weekend i need this so bad

happy meme end~

☆★Happy meme:

☆ i got to kick my way through the mountainous piles of leaves our school parking lot has accumulated
☆ quintessence (our school's literary magazine) was today!
☆ my mom let me go in to school late today so i could have some time to catch up on some of my ap homework
☆ consequently, i got to miss gym
☆ my English teacher is letting me do my quarter project on Dir en grey!

happy meme end~

The project is gonna be how Kyo's lyrics have evolved throughout the band's existence (or, y'know, if kyo's silly and they haven't, then the music in general). :D i will possibly be making paintings to go along with each song i choose. YAY CREATIVE FREEDOM.

not feeling so hot again, guys. :/ AP classes are kind of crushing me (already!) and i really really need to start buckling down and getting my shit together in them. I'll be on everyday, but only as homework dictates or briefly to put this up.





☆★Happy meme:

☆ I got a B on my AP Chem test! Much better than I was expecting.
☆ The leaves are starting to fall ♥♥
☆ I collected acorns on the way home heehee
☆ 36(?) days until the concert ohman (´ ▽ `)ノ

happy meme end~


i like the little stripey zebra ones. ♥


Not a very exciting day~


I hope all of you are doing better in your respective lives than I am in mine!
_{(condolences to you, though, dalal... :C to you i give great big hugs and lots of supportive words ♥)}


Now, before the internet distracts me again and I forget - off to do homework!

LEAH. YOU FORGOT TO LOG OUT OF LJ ON MY COMPUTER.

YOU FORGOT.

FORGOT, YOU DID.

HOW ABOUT YOURS.



i finally (FINALLY) got around to finishing Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. GEEZ I'm slow. I watched the first 8 episodes as they came out and then got lazy and never finished it. BUT NOW I JUST DID IT AND IT WAS THE MOST MINDBLOWING SHIT ANYONE WILL EVER SEE. srsly. if you haven't seen it you should see it now. I GOT A HEADACHE FROM THE SHEER AWESOMENESS. this anime pretty much breaks every rule of reality ever.


ALSO.

I got my dir en grey tickets. :D friday and saturdayyyyyy. i wish i could time travel to november like right now. I'M SO EXCITED. the venue is so tiny (only 600 people!) and dir en grey is so awesome and i kind of hope toshiya wears his skirt but that's not really likely considering they're in america and IN AMURICA REAL MEN DON'T WEAR NO SKIRTS. :I whatever. What i'm really hoping is that they play some of the older songs that they did in Japan. Akuro no Oka and Zan especially, and Bottom of the Death Valley (even though they barely played that one even in japan...).




NOVEMBER IS MY FAVORITE MONTH EVER.

FROM GLEE.

Dir en grey's NY dates were announced already. * u * November 11, 13, and 14. They're all at the same venue, too, so there's a 3day pass option. <3 Except the 11th is a wednesday, so I won't be going to that one, BUT. TWO SHOWS IN A ROW. I WILL BE DEAD ON SUNDAY.

BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER.

... but... all of the shows are 16+. Luckily, I am 16, but DAMMIT WHY ARE ALL OF MY FRIENDS YOUNGER THAN ME. ; _ ;




GOD

BUT STILL



I'M SO EXCITED



Ohman, Chrissu, I wish you could come to the NY shows. :C It sucks that the tour is so short this year.

Holy shit, i was actually tagged for this one. o:

Using only song titles from ONE BAND or ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 7 people. You can use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. Repost as "My life according to (artist or band name)".

Pick one artist: Dir en grey

Are you a female: Obscure

Describe yourself: Deity /shot

How do you feel: Dozing Green

Describe where you currently live: Cage

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: 羅刹国

Your favourite form of transportation: Umbrella

Your best friend is: CLEVER SLEAZOID

You and your best friend are: Jesus Christ R'n R

What's the weather like: Increase Blue

Favorite time of day: Drain Away

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Red... [EM]

What is life to you: Undecided

Your relationship: SA BIR (aka i'm not in one)

Your fear: BUGABOO

What is the best advice you have to give: New Age Culture

How I would like to die: RED SOIL

My soul's present condition: INCONVENIENT IDEAL

My Motto: Ain't Afraid to Die

God damn, first day of school and already I had an overload of homework - aka why I wasn't on the computer last night. I had an AP Chem summer assignment that I didn't do. orz I stayed up until almost midnight and only got 2/3 of it done. I'M SO TIRED RIGHT NOW.

Period 1 - US History II Our "Do Now" was to share something we did over the summer that was fun and involved history somehow. Guess where my brain went. Mr. O'Reagan's pretty cool, so History should be tolerable this year. Of course, I have no friends (or even acquaintances, actually - for some reason, this not being AP History means that all the slacker/lower grade average students are in it) in this class. :/

Period 2 - Mandarin II We've got a new teacher this year, after the class last year was obnoxious to the point of driving the previous teacher to quit, unfortunately. I can't say yet whether or not she's gonna be a good teacher, but she seems like she has better teaching skills than the previous teacher.

Period 3 - Creative Writing Mr. Kaplow is pretty awesome. He's got a bunch of novels published, and one made into a movie (Me and Orson Welles). I'm excited about this class. :D We've already done some exercises and I'm already feeling good about it. ♥

Period 4 - Pre-Calculus Looking pretty easy so far, just gotta start remembering all the formulas and all that. Also I've actually got friends in this class. :D

Period 5 - Band I LOVE BAND. UNFORTUNATELY, TO MY UNDYING ANGER, FOR SOME REASON MY LAB DAYS THIS YEAR JUST HAD TO BE DURING BAND. THUS, I WILL BE GOING TO GYM 5 DAYS A WEEK AND BAND ONLY 4. I'M GOING TO DIE A LITTLE INSIDE EVERY MONDAY.

Period 6 - AP Chemistry Again, looking easy so far - plus my dad teaches it (over at another school) so I get a free tutor. ;D I've still got a third of the summer assignment to go. Luckily the teacher didn't check them today. OTL

Period 7 - AP English III Shit, did not start off on a good foot for this class. We had to hand in our summer assignments the first day, and mine wasn't complete - I hadn't finished the book portion in time to get the documentary portion finished, too. (so i watched it 15 minutes ago, actually. ... i should be typing up the assignment now.) So I had to hand in an incomplete assignment. Ugh. Luckily I know and like the teacher - she's the advisor for our school's literary magazine.

Period 8 - Gym no comment. >:I

( lol jrock specific meme )

IN OTHER NEWS: My clarinet is finally fixed!